Thoughts and Musings Entry #1

Is it possible for me to be homesick for some place that technically is not home? I miss SBC/ Steinbach so much and tonite I realized how much of a part of my life it really is and how important my friends at school.

Tonight I realized that I am bestfriendless right now, or so it seems. After the choir concert (which was really good) I went to the church and jammed with Manda and Rob, 2 people who at one point within the last year were my best friends and now, it was just weird. The only thing that held me together tonite was knowing that we were unifed because we were all worshipping the same God through our Praise and Worship we were playing (It was cool b/c Manda was on accoustic, I was on Bass and Rob was on electric).

My best friends are seriously all over the world right now. I have one of my friends in the Dominican Republic. I didnt realize how amazing she truely was till I didnt have her just a text message away. She is such a huge support to me and to not have her right there has been challenging. Than 2 out of 3 of my group (Crystal and Ben) are out west somewhere. I miss them so much. I have MSN Crystal a few times, but Ben is never on which really sucks, I can't wait till he is back in MB so we can text, I really miss talking in the evenings and saying good night. Than the third member of our gang is in Belize right now, with 11 other guys. It sounds like they are having a blast and I have loved talking to Matt through MSN/FB lately. But it is just not the same as in person.

Tonite I realized how much I love my SBC friends, how much I miss them, and how much God has blessed me through them!

Cassandra